Puzzle Piece

So I really feel like an extra puzzle piece that just happens to find its way into a puzzle box but you don't know what to do with it. I feel like that hardcore. I just don't fit anywhere and it's frustrating. It's not really anyone's fault it's just how it is. Like I'm basically happy with who I am, I just wish I could find out where I fit.

I don't know, I give up. Whatever happens happens.

Was hilft, wenn man nicht auf den rechten Weg ist?

What is the use of running if we are not on the right way?

So it has been awhile since I posted anything I feel the need to just let loose. Sorry if what I say doesn't make much sense but I need to get it out so here it goes....

I'm scared. I'm scared of so many things. I'm scared of being alone, I tend to find myself feeling alone a lot even when I am with people but it happens. I am very scared of failing. I am scared of not succeeding at what I want to do with my life. Because of this I am determined to make it even if people don't expect me to make it.

My mom is starting to worry me. Her and her boyfriend broke up and she isn't taking it well. She is doing things that worry me and I'm not sure what to do. Maybe this whole interning at the rehab place is a good thing, maybe God planned it.

On a positive note, I am making a lot of friends in my classes. I love just randomly talking to people. I would probably go insane if I didn't have people in my classes I could talk to.