Looking through a blur of tears...

So I'm crying right now but not for myself. I am pretty happy right now but I cry for others...

I cry those who can't cry for themselves; either because they don't want to, they don't have the strength, or they don't see the point.

I cry for my friends who have experienced or are experiencing pain. I weep for those who matter. I wish I could steal your pain away but I don't know if I am strong enough to handle what those of you are going through.

I cry for my own weaknesses and inability to take your pain or carry it.

I cry for all your problems for no problem is too small for me to weep for.

I let myself cry and am relieved to know I feel your sadness. It truly shows you all matter to me. My heart breaks while it grows. My heart may be in pieces but the pieces grow.

I cry with hope; I hope you all have all the happiness in the world. Rejoice in knowing that all who read this have affected my life somehow; you have not gone through the world unnoticed.

I love you guys.

(I really don't know where this came from and I'm sorry if it's depressing but I felt that I needed to put this out there)