Anger

First I just want to say you two are f'in amazing so just deal with it. No matter what you two think it's freaking true. I don't care if you think I'm just saying it. It's what I believe. You two just don't even realize how incredible you both are and it really makes me upset when you two doubt it.

I want to fix everything. I realized that last night. I have this urge to try and fix everything. It kills me when I know there is nothing I can do to fix it. I would do anything to fix or help whatever people are going through. To make everything all better. To make them happy even though I know there isn't a thing I can do about it. I hate feeling helpless. I felt so helpless. I didn't know what to say but then I did but didn't think I should say them. Is it really my place? Should I sit back and let people fix their own problems or step in? This is why I'm going into pyschology, at least I know that I'm allowed to tell those people what's wrong and what is going on and help them fix it.

I would give anything to be able to fix the problems of those I care about. Everything I have I would give. Hell, I would even give up music and reading and those who know me know how much those thing mean to me. I would willing take on their unhappiness just so they would laugh and smile and laugh again.

There are few things worse than wanting to do something, anything to help and not being able to do anything.

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can;and wisdom to know the difference.

The stars are so big, the earth so small, stay as you are.