Sunday, July 5, 2009

You and Onions

is a really good song (thank you Brooke for make me download the CD =D).

I really don't know what to think about life right now. Last night was pretty awesome even though I saw my life flash before my eyes a few times. Life is so crazy right now. I find myself just sitting there feeling lost. Hopefully next week will be a nice break for me. I really can't wait for camp, it will be really nice to escape for awhile.

Why can't I just be happy for her? It's still so weird. He puts money in purse, pays for my new tires and oil change, and buys me fireworks. The jokes don't really help much but there isn't a whole lot I can do about that.

I guess only time will tell....

2 comments:

  1. just ignore the jokes. i know how weird it is. don't worry about the weirdness, eventually it gets less weird. it's still there, but you can ignore it. you're right about being happy for her, i know for me, that's the only thing that keeps me sane. as long as my mother is happy i could care less about how i feel. but i know the jokes annoy the poop out of you, so next time someone says one, just tell them that the next time their mom goes out with another man, you'll be on them like a black man on kool-aid and fried chicken.

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  2. I know how you feel my friend. Your welcome I told you she was good. I'm excited for camp too. I think you will eventually just get used to him. It will always be wierd because it's different it isn't what you are used to. But it will work.

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