Escaping

I find myself doing a lot of that lately. Basically all I do right now is listen to my iPod. I don't really know why but I just keep feeling like I need to escape so I just turn on my iPod and zone out for awhile. I guess it's almost like meditation. Hopefully actually starting school will help.

Next weekend I get to see my baby niece that I haven't seen since she was born. I also get to see family members that I either haven't seen since Christmas, Graduation, or I can't remember the last time I saw them. It's really strange to think about.

I really don't know what to think about life right now. The only way I can think to describe it is blah....

You’ve been known to obsess over the future
Do you think you’ll get away from the past?
As you starve yourself just to make it through ‘til midnight
Consider what you might have found.
You think you’ve got a good thing now.

I found God in a catalytic converter
In Topeka on a Monday night.
Every saint has a past, every sinner has a future
So you know it keeps me hanging around.
No, you can’t keep a good man down.