School

I'm actually so excited for school to start again for many reasons. I feel like school is my escape. As weird as that sounds, I just love going to school and learning about things that actually interest me instead of stupid things that I'm never going to use. I hated it when teachers would say "You'll need to know this one day"... No I wont. Shut up, I'm never going to use that. I love college so much. I know a lot of you are nervous or scared or worried about starting college but it's really not that bad. All of you are smart and intelligent people so college wont be that much of a stretch for you. If you ever feel overwhelmed just remember that it will all be worth it. Just had to get that out there.

Championships were so awesome. I was so overwhelmed by the music and just in awe of everything. I really can't even explain it. I don't really know what to say about the rest of the trip though. Not in a good or bad way, I just don't really know what to say. There were moments when I just wanted to drive somewhere and go think but I couldn't. I don't really know why but I did. I thought a lot while driving, some of it wasn't pleasant but I did a lot of thinking. I realized I hate big cities. Even though Indy isn't really that big I didn't like it. I don't really like St. Louis either. I like the size of Springfield. I understand other people wanting to get out of here and totally respect that but for some reason, I'm hooked on it. I really love it here.

I find myself at a loss for words. There are so many times lately that I've found myself completely speechless. I just don't know what to say anymore. Man I wish life was more like my dreams.....