I had a sad realization today. Actually I've had it a few times but today it really kind of depressed me. I don't really know what to think about it. I realized I don't really have a best friend. Kind of weird to think about. I have people I'm close to and people that I'm really good friends with but no one that is like my best friend. It's really strange. I have had people that I once considered my best friends but things change. It seems like things always change. It depresses me a little bit but I'm still mostly happy. It's only really hits me when I'm just sitting here thinking about life. I think it could be the fact that I'm scared to tell people my life story. Not because I'm really ashamed of it but just because I don't know if people could handle it or if they would even accept me after the whole thing.
It could be that I've changed a lot and it's hard to keep up with someone who is changing. So this Hawk Nelson song just came on that fits perfectly called Somebody Else.
"I used to be somebody else,
I'm holding out for a good reason
The people around me, they all seem to tell me
That I tend to change like the seasons,
I used to be somebody else. "
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you should realize that no matter what is in your past.. or what you think has happened that is so bad.. we all have those things, things that you may not even know about.
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